September 25th, 2015

Apathy. A word that haunts me every so often. When it arrives I shudder at it's existence. I know Apathy  only lasts but a moment in time. When apathy is around I despise it. The summer was a wonderful experience in it's split second beauty. As it had arrived and left much too early. Much to the changes of the season, comes my awareness of time once again.
Much like the happiness of a new relationship, I enjoy learning what makes me thrive and what makes that spark of creativity so enjoyable. And to its existence, I want to share what makes me happy.  As in a relationship, things start to become stale. The spark is gone. Apathy sets in. I have invested too much to quit. Yet my mind tells me, what is the use. The honeymoon phase is over. What now! I continue back to that awareness of Apathy setting in. Stay the course, only think of living for the moment. Stay true to my inner soul. Don't hand the key over to someone else and expect them to open that happiness door. This too shall pass!
I can not wait until I have something worthwhile to post and can only hope that it doesn't take another 2 months.
Pastel on...oh creative ones.