Ever Feel Like You've Fallen and Can't Get Back Up?

I need to consistently ask myself, Where do I fit in? It seems a daily task in my life. Whether it is finding motivation in all the other great artist around the globe or simply finding a place in my own community. I just don't feel like I'm a fit. Exploring art through my own eyes is inspiring and frustrating at the same time. I know where I want to be, but it seems like such a long road to get there. I push myself daily to gain the confidence of being on the right road. Only to come crashing down in one fell swoop, with one wrong word spoken. Self judgement takes over and the vulnerability of life rears it's ugly head. Just to start again, another day, on the road to mastery. At least this time, I'm one rung up on the ladder. Closer than I was a week ago. We can always fall. It's getting back up that makes us that much more resilient.